Angels Note

18 and I’m feeling like I am so behind on everyone else’s timeline.It is such a weird feeling to reach this age and not get that huge euphoric feeling I had been anticipating my whole life. I feel like I haven’t amounted to what was expected of me, not just from everyone around me but also expectations I set for myself. I am watching others my age reach all those milestones like moving out and going to uni. I’m constantly being pushed to figure my life out whilst simultaneously hearing that it’s still too early to have it all figured out. And all the while I am still here in my childhood bedroom. Isolation Growing up in a household that was pretty strict I often felt quite constrained and trapped within the four walls that made up my bedroom. The same scenery every single day forced me to become overly accustomed to a mundane reality in which the most communication I had with the outside world (besides school events and family gatherings) was through the internet.  You would think ...